As per usual, indecisiveness dominates in my mind. The D80 sold last night for some CAD dough (with the kit lens)

It's gone.
I feel kind of vulnerable.
Luckily a D80 lives down the hall, and can accommodate any immediate needs I might have for a photograph. I'm starting to get a feel for what directions to take my images, should I choose to continue this..."Long-Term Goal."

I don't really feel as though anything I've produced is 'mine', because it's not what I wanted, and you'd think after eight months of "Education" I'd be able to. Perhaps that should be the tell-tale sign that; "Marc, you're wasting your time , maybe pursue things pertaining to more book use?"

Unfortunately the Big-Bad Indecisiveness kicks in, and here come the brain cycles. Is photography for me? Yes I like it as a medium. Is the program for me? No - because of so many reasons, but then again yes for so many reasons. Should you finish the program? Yes because wasting $Ks is fine for a North American's sense of satisfaction. Should you be studying something else right now? Probably but I'm 20 years old, who has goals at this age? Lots of people, just look at Brad and his plans for California.

I don't even know what to do about replacing my camera. I'm mad about the D5000s existence. It feels like it's purpose is to keep prices on the D90s high, while giving the consumer something to consume in wait to their response to the EOS 5D Mark II. Fucking capitalism.